What to write?
That’s the question.
Do I write about how I have been looking at how I want to decorate the nursery or how I have been cleaning out my house to make room for the arrival of the newest member of our family? And how I am trying to figure out what and if I should buy stuff now, or wait until after everything is finalized. And how I want to decorate a nursery now, but I am a little nervous about what happens if things fall through. If things fall through will I look back and say I jinxed myself by doing all this stuff?
Do I write about how I am nervous and excited about meeting our baby’s birthparents? How I hope they like me, and how I hope they can know and feel how much I respect, admire, and appreciate them.
Or do I just write about how I am glad I have this triathlon to keep me a little distracted? And how I bought a funky tri shirt and tri short outfit yesterday and worked out in them today. And how I swam, biked, and ran for my workout today and how I am feeling a little more confident in my ability to cross the finish line on race day.
I just don’t know what to focus on, so I guess that’s what you get, a little smidge of everything today.