I have been wondering lately if I should continue this blog...
I have drastically seen my visitors and comments decline, and I just don't know if I have anything I feel like sharing because I don't know if anyone cares to read it. When I first started blogging I didn't think I would have many people read my blog, nor did I care all that much. My focus was to record my joyful daily moments and not let the pain of infertility envelope me. I soon found that I belonged to a group that welcomed me in with open arms. Now, I am not so sure if I still belong to this group. I am still infertile. I would still like to have other children join my family and I am pretty sure whether that is through infertility treatments or adoption, that it won't necessarily be a walk in the park. I think we would all agree that we would much prefer to have a baby over a blog. And while I thought I would do both, --have a blog and enjoy my baby when he came, now I am not so sure.
I don't really feel all that motivated to blog. I can write in my journal about all the memorable experiences I am having with my boy. Or I can write them here and feel that no one cares that I shared it. And maybe that is partly my fault. My little one has kept me pretty busy and I don't visit too many blogs anymore. And I don't comment on the ALI blogs as much anymore because I don't want the person whose blog I commented on to then come over to my blog and end up feeling sad that she doesn't have a baby to hug and hold.
So, if you would like to continue reading my blog and having me add to it please let me know. Also, I would like to know if there are any things in particular you would like to hear about?