Monday, January 24, 2011

Birth Stories

Last week a friend from work invited me to hang out with her and her mom group.  I decided to join her and had a nice time.  At lunchtime we went to the food court and while there I overheard some of the ladies discussing their children's "birth stories".  I was a few seats over from them, so I wasn't engaged in their conversation, but over the noise of the food court I heard the words: labor, epidural, dilated, tired, and c-section, just to name a few.  I wondered if they would ask me how my child's birth went, and I wondered what I would say.  To be honest, I felt a bit like an outsider.  If I had a birth story like theirs I might have been tempted to join in.  But, I didn't, and I wondered if it would be awkward if they were to ask me and I then related how my child was adopted.

Trust me, I am not embarrassed in the least to tell about my child's adoption.  You just never know how others will react, and I didn't know these ladies that well, and it just didn't come up.

But, the more I thought about after the play group was over, the more I wished I had been asked about his birth.  I would have told them about how anxious I was to hear news about him on the day of his delivery.  I know a few details about his birth that I could share.  And then I could tell about how stressful it was getting the flowers delivered to his birthmother.  And how I was an emotional mess when there was a glitch with the flower delivery.  I would tell them about how we went out to dinner to celebrate our little guy's birthday.  Not many ladies can do that.  I could also tell about how we packed up our favorite snacks and all of his gear to take with us on our travels to meet our little guy for the first time.  I might also tell them how the social worker and I were wearing the same style and color shirt when we went to meet up with everyone in the hospital for the first time.   Our little guy was so cute and little.  I fell in love with him the minute I laid eyes on him.  (I loved him before that, but to see him and hold him, was so special).  I would tell about feeding him while I was there and how I was praying he would be a good eater and not be fussy when I held him.  He was great!  I might share  how we finally found a hotel in that area with a semi-comfortable bed to sleep on, for what few hours of sleep I was able to get with everything going on.   And then if I were asked if I was nervous about getting everything finalized I would reply, most definitely.  But I would tell them of my love and respect for our little guy's birthparents.  There were a few bumps in the road, and I was a nervous wreck that last day, but everything worked out in the end.  I might share about the gifts we gave our birthparents and that we were able to meet some of their family members.  And then I would share that we traveled home with our baby in the backseat calling our family members to share the news as quickly as we could.  I would share how happy we were and how excited everyone was to hear the news.  And by that point in my story my smile would be wide, my eyes would be wet, and I would feel a great happiness in my heart.  How do I know that?  Well, because that is what is happening right now as I type this.

And that is my child's birth story.  I think it's amazing and I love it.

18 comments:

  1. I think it's amazing too! Thanks for sharing it with us!!

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  2. It is amazing! I hope next time you get together with that group you get the opportunity to share it, as I'm sure it would touch other moms in the group as well!

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  3. I love it too! And my smile is wide, my eyes are wet and I feel happy for you all.

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  4. I think it's quite an amazing story, no matter how your little guy became yours. Happy ICLW!

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  5. That is an amazing birth story, Jana. I hope one day you will be able to share it and that it is well received.

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  6. That story is just beautiful. :)

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  7. You do have a beautiful birth story and I'm so glad you share it with us.

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  8. i love this! your little guy's birth story is SO beautiful! we don't have a birth story for cb, but we do have a travel story ;)

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  9. One of the best birth stories I've heard! Love it. Thanks for sharing!

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  10. That's a beautiful story and I hope you'll have LOTS of opportunities to share it!

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  11. That is truly an amazing story and I would be so excited if a new friend were to share something so beautiful with me. I hope you get to do just that many times as your little one grows. :)

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  12. That is a lovely and incredibly interesting birth story - I'd love to hear that told in person, though I'm a soppy old thing and would cry throughout it's telling (yep I teared up reading it). I've never met anyone who adopted from birth, and I can't imagine how stressful it must be waiting for the little life and not being able to be part of it every minute of the way. Thank you for sharing.

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  13. I think this is one of the most beautiful birth stories I have ever read. In this single story, you gave me hope that it's possible to create a different kind of birth story. Thank you for this. You should be so very proud of your birth story.

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  14. That's an amazing story. I give so much credit to those who adopt. I've had family members who have adopted and it's turned out to be one of the most wonderful things that's ever happened to them and the family!

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  15. It's a lovely birth story, and I hope if you are ever in the position again that you are able to share your story.

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  16. Having a birth story for an adopted child is an amazing thing to have. The greatest part of it is that he will be able to have a birth story and a how I got my parents story. I nanny right now for two adopted children and it is amazing how in depth their stor can get. It is not your typical "my mom had me and I came home and here I am" It is "I was born and waited and longed for and chosen and here I am."
    Happy ICLW from a first timer!

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  17. What a beautiful story, Jana. It has brought a few tears to my eyes. I understand better now the post where you shared the news of your baby's arrival: Baby in the backseat! I guess you had to travel with him for a distance to bring him home. I can just imagine the three of you in the car, you making all these phone calls to say that the very best outcome had materialized.
    Thank you for sharing with us the birth story of your son. I hope that you also get to share it at the play group sometime.

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  18. You do have a birth story, it just wasn't you that gave birth. Your story is beautiful and unique. Thank you for sharing it.

    ICLW 121

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